Where to Begin

So much is going on, it's hard to know where to begin.
First, I was officially hired by my company on the 16th. The agency didn't want to let me out of the contract so they kept me longer than the agreed upon dates. But, that's okay because I am officially an emplyee now and that's all that really matters.

I am moving out of my parents' house at the end of October (whoo hoo!) I am excited about that. I do love my parents and I am grateful that they let me live there as long as they did but, I really need my space. It's very stressful living at home when you don't have freedom to do what you want. Ugh!

I am so done with that silly crush. Really, what's the point? It's not like I have ever met him. Plus, I don't know what he believes so I am not going to waste my time on something that could be doomed for failure. Besides, I don't even know if he's married or has a girlfriend! How awkward is that? That, and the fact that I never actually met him. That's kind of wierd too. So, I've resolved to letting it be a silly flirtatious work relationship that makes the day go by faster with a little more entertainment.

One of the consultants we have working here is this wonderful Christian man named Isaiah. He and I have become friends but, unfortunately, his last day is tomorrow. He has become a father type figure to me. So, yesterday I ate lunch with him and he asked me if I had my eye on anyone at the company since there are roughly 1000 people there and the majority of them are men in my age range. I laughed at him and reminded him that I am looking for something deeper than just someone who cathces my eye. I am going to miss him.

I want to write more, but I have to go to my pastor's house to hang out with his wife and the girls on the leadership team.