It's been a while

So, I am working at Cancer Treatment Centers. I am in the fundraising/non-profit side called Cancer Treatment Research Foundation. I really like it. The ladies in the office are great! And they actually like eachother...that's uncommon in an office of women.

I was sick all weekend so I did not get to go out. Carol was a little mad at me because I did not want to go to check out a new place on Saturday but I just did not feel well. If I went to Excueses I could at least get home easier. But, I decided it was best for me to stay in. I'm glad I made that decision.

I am going out with Paul tonight. I'll be meeting him for dinner when I get off of work. I wish I could say I am excited about it but I just don't know. I think that tells me right there that he's not for me. I want to be excited about seeing someone not confused. I like him but I am just not sure because I never see him. I have not seen him in about a month because he's been out of town. He tells me that his schedule should be letting up soon but I'll believe it when I see it.